Julia-
what a nice turn of phrase ¨*....in the watchtower night.* may I appropriate it for a poem some day?
Who wouldnt have such night terrors associating with people who dont care care about the poor or sick?
Punk you are sooo right about 'Smile and nod.' I spend months of my life living and travelling in countries whose languages I do not speak.
When friends ask me if I can speak the lingo, I say '' No, but I can smile and nod in any known language.''....and everything works out just fine.
Julia no longer thinks nor speaks 'watchtower' it is now foriegn to her - what to do but smile and nod.